patrocius:

i’m literally so upset at the way that ronan loves i want to cry like he NEVER says it he never says anything or tells people “i love you” but his love is so active he always has to do something he dreams epipens for his best friend and hides them everywhere he dreams hand lotion for adam when he notices how his chapped hands are bothering him he silently pays off adam’s debt and lets him think it’s gansey he loves in such a physical concrete way and he cares so much i’m going to die